i survived!!!

ok so just to say i did manage to find da singapore woodlands checkpoint!! (with a little hands on guidance)

i am currently at home sweet home.. unfortunately tomorrow i will have to take the tedious journey back to the faraway land of ntu..

So i shall go mourn now while studying bout my fantasy world subject.. tuesday exams..

den i am FREE!! (for 5 weeks ony.. ish!

very important journey

in a few hours time i will embark on an interesting journey..
A journey that is of even greater standards than soul searching..

its called

finding my way to the woodlands checkpoint!!

ahaha as my dearest cousin is fetching me from da checkpoint so dat i dun have to suffer a whooping 5 hours journey in da bus back to kl..

Da thing is i DUNNO how to get there.. i have gotten some directions from some compassionate and pitying friends so hopefully i don't get lost.. so people if i dun update my blog for a long time you knoe wat happened..

If ur kind enough do put up posters of a tall blurr gall with awesome 5 minutes to wash short hair around singapore.. I'll be wandering aimlessly around until a kind stranger recognizes me and leads me to da rite place!!

With dat said wat da hell am i doing up at 2.30 am when i have to wake up tomorrow at 7 to get ready..slaaaaaaaaaaaap my face!!I need all my mental abilities in check tomorrow!!

Wish me luck people on this journey!!

Going back to malaysia..YAY!!

random-ish

As i read some of my last entries i just realised something..

My MUET teacher Mrs Ramani will be super horrified reading my blog entries..
I can just imagine her saying "GOD?? who is god? you are god is it??" when she observes that i use the word got rather than have..
Ahaha gosh i miss my stpm days where teachers corrected us and shared our visions and dreams and motivated us to reach for whatever we want.. In uni the lecturers are not bothered what are you doing as they do not build relationships with the students. (most of the time to not generalize)
I guess as we grow older, we are trained to be more individualistic and to not rely too much on anyone.. In another perspective, I think we are just being trained to be emotionless robots as we grow older.

omg this post is so "schema" like kevin likes to say.. sorry mrs ramani i find myself unable to adhere to da rules of languange when i write here.. ahaha i shall continue blogging with my rojak-ed languange.. ( i still love you mrs ramani)
However in her honour, i have not once constructed a single sentence with the word "got" in this post unless it is to illustrate my point.Faster clap hands!!( though i highly doubt the possibility of her reading this post!(mbs ppl will understand this!! ahaha))

omg its over!! for now..

i feel like singing.. finish d.. FIVE papers.. over done gone submitted crapped handed in finish.. u get da idea!!
just came back from jurong point with da gals.. n we were saying tat tat was da life.. when u enjoy everything goes by in a flash.. woosh n without us realising gorgeous 199 swooped us back to our hall..da day's over so now its time to mug AGAIN!! haihz..
i only have one issue left to solve..
how to go back to kl?? gosh so mafan.. i want my flying pig!!

fuiyo last paper.. for da next 6 days tat is..

ARGH!!! macro down.. feelings are rather ambigous(ahahaha cs100 again).. paper was rather tough.. asked a lot bout US economy.. y la mister lecturer u wan us to know so much bout US??(*acts dumb blond-ish while twirling my hair in my fingers*)
it was really an interesting paper.. i hope i get interestingly positive marks too but da ony thing to do now is just wait and ENJOY my hols.. may mr lecturer feels good bout da crap i scribbled..crossing my fingers..
And now the clock is ticking as i countdown da final hours before c++.. As i have generally paid lots of attention to dear c++ and it has to now treated me well, tomorrow will be an interesting day..

wish me all da c++ love i can get tomorrow from my dearest mr c++!!
absolutely adore c++(positive visualization.. cs100 again lalala!)

mystery of da confused students

basically before exams wat do we do??

we positively visualize(sowie da comm studies effect is still there)..
we squeeze our eyes shut and hope very hard..
we stick 3 joystick in an orange and make a wish..
we do da yoga pose and call da universe to us..
Mmm but for wat ah??

for EASIER paper la!!

Thats generally da story..But here in ntu (and many other unis i think) we have sumthing special.. sumthing irreplaceble.. sumthing tat all students love to hate.. sumthing we will love to bury in da middle of da nite..

DA BELLCURVE!!

So after exams we come out and we grunt..
Exam too hard we grunt..cos dunno how to do..
exam too easy we oso grunt.. y?? cos scared tat da bell curve is too to da right.. will affect our grades..( since ntu students are abnormally bright it magnifies da effect)
TEE NYAH KUEH RITE!!
so in da end wat do we have?? a group of grunting and groaning students..
Hallo ppl up there.. very fun ah torturing us??
no wonder ppl say ppl in singapore like to complain..
now we know why..

90 minutes to da battle..

its coming.. i am leaving in 90 minutes..
Feeling apprehensive but excited at da same time!!
Wish me all da luck in da world and dat my brains dun die on me during da exams people..
May whateva i swallow in these few days i am able to regurgitate :p

tomorrow is D day.. again.....

tomorrrow marks the start of my 3 consecutive exams.. n i cannot wait.. cos when it starts, the inertia keeps it rolling, the adrenaline keeps on pumping, n without u realizing its OVER!!
And then i am going HOME!! and i mean malaysia truly asia home.. ahahha so excited!*mentally jumping up and down screaming like a hyena*No exams still not over after da 3 consecutive papers but i do have a 6 days break and will go back to attend my cousin's wedding..
With dat put aside, i have also decided to attend the malaysian nlds AND the singapore nlds.. tat will be an exhilirating experience and i cannot wait!
so now with that stated, back to da mundane task of reading my textbook.. Sadly since da last post i still have not encountered anything interesting..(mourn for me!)
clocks ticking.. tick tock tick tock..
carmen's studying.. sienz

this post was inspired by the lengthy words of my cs 100 textbook

"THEORETICALLY" i am not suppose to blog here cos exams are still on going and i have a killer paper (read FUNDAMENTALS of communication studies) on monday.. but "REALISTICALLY" i had to do sumthing remotely interesting to counter the many many many words i had read in da textbook that have turned my brain into tofu(mushy and bored and bland and just tee nyah kueh-ishly lalala)

One mere and only interesting fact that i have learned was that i had a eros style of loving(dun think dirty ah.. it was from my TEXTBOOK so its definitely super innocent)it means that i have a style of loving that is passionate, intense and fast moving NOT confined to sexual passion, eros can be expressed in intellectual, spiritual, emotional ways...

so.. other styles of loving..
if ur those into chummy best friends kinda love u have da STORGE style(which do not sound as comforting and cuddly as its definition)

if ur playful and manipulative in loving like blair waldorf in gossip gal ur style is LUDUS..

if ur obsessive and extreme then ur style is MANIA(dats for those jealous green eyed monsters out there..)

if ur selfless (like my mum and dad.. love u.. but that do not apply here for this is for romantic relationships) and feel that the happiness of your loved ones is more important ur style is AGAPE.

lastly if ur pragmatic and have a goal oriented style ur style is PRAGMA..

so wat is ur style of loving???

(i hope da word eros do not come from da word erotic cos tat will be damn bloody wrong.. but since its from my textbook (of which watching my toenails grow can be more interesting den reading it), i doubt it)

Another thing dat happened dat intrigued me. someone on facebook invited me to SUCK on HER lollipop.. and tat to me my frens sounded super wrong!! why la would i wanna suck on sumones lollipop when i can get my own.. unless da person had sumthing else in mind.. and there on da panel is the option.. suck "insert name"'s lollipop... EEE dun wan..

it sucked.. big time

Yes i completed 33.333333333333333333333333% percent of my papers today. N no i am not happy/relieved/"fill in anything positive".. i cannot believe it but i cannot manage to finish da papers in time..BOTH!!if ony i had more time.. den da world will be a better place.. and this post will not exist and i will not waste my time blogging and yours reading..(and THAT is why i cannot finish in time..( i cannot finish calculus cos i am just plain dumb in maths))..

Y la everything in singapore so "need for speed"??its like no study week.. one measly week of recess(thats wat they call it) week.. classes till da last week..exams not enough time..everything la generally(i cannot think of any thing beyond ntu cos i am stuck in this place and i am pissed so cannot think of anything else-but generally i am sure even singaporeans will agree)

cannot breathe!!! (dun worry mummy life suck i know.. i will go on.. i won't kill myself(ahaks))
ok enough complaining.. c++ come to mama!!

exam crazy

i guess u can guess tat i am having my exams soon.. ahaks.. mummy said i sound crazy..i guess i am.. going crazy..
its crazy cos we do NOT have the one week study week dat nus students have the awesome luck and liberty to have.. imagine i still had two bloody quizzes (literally bloody.. drenched with my sweat and blood quiz) on da last week before exams.. ok so those konon righteous ppl will say but when ur studying for quiz ur studying for ur exams wat.. crap.. it deters u from really preparing for ur exams la.. picture this.. first two papers on da same day is subject a and subject b.. but bangangly quiz is for subject c and d wo.. so how?? u neglect a and b till c and d is over la..
(magic einsteinish equation.. ta daa..) life is sucky..
n den with the pathetic 5 days before exams wat we pitiful students do?? mug, and mug n mug n mug till u sleep.. den wake up mug mug mug mug and mug till u sleep again.. how not to go crazy i ask u?? u can go tee nyah kueh-ishly sakai-ishly baboon-ishly crazy!! This mug till da moon turn orange culture comes with a price.. a super heavy price..it is sick inducing.. i paid da price and can only be thankful i am much better now.. my poor roomie is still paying da price..(GET WELL SOON SIEW LEE!!)

da ony escape i have is sleep.. tat oso cos my brain cannot function liao.. i think if not sure NO NEED to sleep ah.. den it will be just mug mug mug mug mug times infinity den end up MATI!! ooo.. my other sanctuary for 40 minutes a week tat is.. GOSSIP GIRL.. which is illegal(in
a way..) haihz.. sinful pleasures..

i shall now take my short escape of a few hours to go sleep..wat to do?? da body requested for it.. who am i to say no.. i HATE exams!! GRRR

selfish lil bugger examinations

Ever thought that exams are selfish?? Well i do.. damn i hate this tormenting excuse of paper torture!! I know la you like being prestigious and special with special days assigned for each torture you have prepared for us pitiful students but have la some mercy.. dun la go and have two papers in one day.. and give la one week study week.. and ho scrap la subjects like foundation of maths that is mind bogglingly brain draning..AHHH.. i am going crazy.. i dun like being attached to the waist/hips to my books or my study table.. i despise being chained psychologically to my books and da table!! WHY???? Can fly meh??

Damn you exams and i cannot wait to see your sorry ass ending up in da recycle bin!!Wait la ur day will come where you will be a stack of worthless papers.. den we see who has da last laugh..ish!!