AWESOMENESS

Pretty obvious that i am talking about home :)

I feel so pampered whenever i am back..

Food list that i have had so far :
1. LEMANG AND RENDANG!!
2. Mom's homemade coleslaw (made only for me:P)
3. Mom's homecooked kailan
4. Jelly mooncake
5. SWEET CORN!! - the really sweet ones
6. uncle bobs's fried chicken
7. Salad popiah with seaweed
8. Mom's homemade soup
9. Mat tou lo tong sui
10. Mummy's homemade tong kwai soup with chicken

So as you can tell i have been eating like mad. Which i always do when i am back. I did like an hour of studying on the bus and that has been it.. TRY to study later.

Next : SHOPPING! with KEVIN!! ahahha i swear you can never get an awesomer friend who does not mind my shopping mania..(though i kindly told him that he can opt out this time..)

Emotions : HIGH (probably from the rush of sugar and food consumed, and an email :p)

of sun burns, sore legs and FUN with EB in ubin

It was an amazing day. Really awesome. Why ??

Cos i spent it with my beautifully crazily workholic-ly awesome EB team. Of course as usual in AIESEC,you do things that you never normally do in real life. So what we did. We went to Pulau Ubin and cycled around the island. Under the scouring hot sun. Walked around the island under the sun. Cycle uphill and cruised down hill ( which was really really fun)

I loved spending time with this group of amazing ppl. This ppl totally made the hideous sunburn that i have ( cousin wedding next next week! my back damn ugly la!!) and the aching thighs i have now WORTH IT!! and i have to admit, cycling was really fun.

Den we went to lau pa sat to meet moligle (monica , lizard, eagle :P) to have dinner. i had porridge of spicy chicken. And i have to admit i have never had that before.. very interesting. and some heart to heart sharing of NON FAT ( F**king AIESEC talk) stuff just chilling by the singapore river.... it was really nice .. really :)

There was actually a pact that we are not going to open our emails tonight. But me being me, well i did.. And i have tonnes of work to do now. and preparations for home studying to do.. but with 3 hours of sleep yesterday and nearly 6 hours of cycling, my eyelids and shutting close even with my commands to them to remain open . But i guess eyelids are only aesthetic, my brain is totally blocked too!! ARGH i need to get my work done! Wake up carmen!!

Tomorrow : KL!!
woo hoo!!

first real emcee-ing experience in ntu

:) so yesterday was the NTU MAF celebrations 2009 of which i was a part of. EMCEE :) i have always wanted to try my hands at emceeing in NTU. So i guess it came. My emcee partner, Jia Wei couldn't be a better person for me to work with. I think we had the chemistry la..

I have no idea how I did as the event kinda rolled into one as the night goes on ( i realised it can be rather tiring to be on the stage constantly for 3 hours plus in HEELS!!) but i had a great time doing it..

so what is up next ??

Some aiesec work, study study study study (x100000000 million thousand gazillion times (positive reinforcement)), some aiesec work, study study study, pulau ubin and then head home!! excited nak balik!

edu-scare

School work piling up, knowledge intake increasing, understanding decreasing => scary!

Its FREAKING week 7!! wat da! damn fast la.. scary..

Itu salsacise class pun sudah last class. Time flies. like mad.

Positive : nearer to hols!woo hoo
Negative : nearer to exams . argh..

I hope this midterm week 7 scare that is driving me to study is a good thing. May the effort to study last through until the end of term :(

note to self : stop thinking , start studying!

humph - i want holidays :(

Just go on facebook and you will be faced with numerous joyous status shoutouts on how hols is starting!! Argh the raya hols is here... In Malaysia you get a whole week. In Singapore you get a bloody day. That you need to replace during the weekends! Shitty! My family will have gatherings as everyone is on hols. Except ME! Grumble !

I wanna go home!! Bad!! bencinyerr... i want raya rendang and cookies and ketupat and what not.. AND homemade mooncake!!! which unfortunately is not easily available in Singapore.. babi celaka argh!

I guess i really need to go back during recess week. Mati mati pun kena balik tak kisah! midterm pun midterm la. I guess Malaysia truly asia triumphs for this time :P

return from the emo. and jumpstart

ok so last weekend was jumpstart :) and i LOVED it! omg the energy was awesome, the chair inspiring and the new members even more inspiring. really amazing 2 days.. noone even complained bout the accomodation :) i knew we were considering and worrying too much. it reminded me once again why i am here in aiesec. Why my life revolves around aiesec. Because it is MY choice to make something out of my uni life. something amazing. as for dear aiesecers of ntu, i really hope it impacted u they way jumpstart this year impacted me.
(ps : crystal joyee lee, i am freaking proud of u gal!)

as for return from the emo. I was awakened by one phrase by the oh mighty celine ( i really think she is awesome, never fails to inspire me ) . Simple phrase .. 'why would you stop trying?'
Why should i? emo means i am tired of trying. but why should i? ( when come to think of it i have not even REALLY tried ) that phrase for some matter really inspired me.

Owh, just came back from my first ever company meeting in Singapore :) To a certain extent it was fun. owh i wanna go for more !! i think i am falling in love with AIESEC :) no i am in love with AIESEC. I am just getting more deeply in love with AIESEC from one moment to another that it is pretty crazy. love eb too ( awesome eb :D )

note to self : need to fall in love with my books too .. fast!!

hari ini

its been a pretty emo-istic week for me. as school drags (accelerates actually ) by, work adds on, i suddenly realise how behind i was, hence emo.

I know its not doing anything to improve the situation but nak buat apa.. mmg feeling emo-ish pun.
In an effort to do a lil of chilling and to celebrate me and sok yee's very belated bday my awesome galfrens arranged for a night out at clarke quay. As usual we don;t get to do wat we planned due to time constraints, we had dinner at billy bombers, walked around for like 30minutes and baliked. (salahkanlah the public transport who has no mercy whatsoever for humble citizens of pulau ntu)
To a certain extent it was relaxing purely cos of the company. i think i really have found MY galfrens who i enjoy being with. no pressure of pretense (somehow this word does not look right), just pure acceptance. sukala saya.

den we went back and continue chilling. and we danced :P some aiesec, some msa , some random, some very korean dances. that was uplifting and now i guess i feel a lil better :)

Tomorrow is jumpstart!!! argh i think i am feeling more excited bout jumpstart this year than the last.. i cannot wait to meet everyone. and somehow i have this gut feeling its gonna be f***ing excellent!!! tak sabar la pulak :)