who ? My galfrens .. my support system.. this week has been pretty sucky. had some negative thoughts swimming around this twisted mind of mine. felt small, incapable, not efficient and the list goes on.. thankfully i have an awesome support system in uni and support system at home. i <3 them so much! and i really really do! do i feel better? i still feel sucky. but thankfully i have ppl who can share this sucky feeling with me.
School is sucky! exams shitty.. galfrens awesome !! thank goodness for that..
this post is a tribute to my awesome galfrens.. and a declaration that i hate school :P
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
countdown - one month and 4 days
to.......... FINALS! shitty..
i have been very inefficient this sem. Really. feel free to slap this lazy person to remind her that finals is coming in 4 freaking weeks and she still has 2 projects to submit. Plus her aiesec responsibilities.
argh i am feeling very very very very very small at the moment. as if i am not capable of anything good. gah.. ke-pekchik-an.
with my screwed up sleeping cycle, i am headed for doom-nation :O
sila bangun dari ke-inefficiency-an anda and start to kick ass..
(ok la i have been pretty hardworking for the last two weeks catching up with all my lectures for midterm. but after midterms, i need to be reminded that finals is also coming!!!! wake up carmen -smacks!!-)
i have been very inefficient this sem. Really. feel free to slap this lazy person to remind her that finals is coming in 4 freaking weeks and she still has 2 projects to submit. Plus her aiesec responsibilities.
argh i am feeling very very very very very small at the moment. as if i am not capable of anything good. gah.. ke-pekchik-an.
with my screwed up sleeping cycle, i am headed for doom-nation :O
sila bangun dari ke-inefficiency-an anda and start to kick ass..
(ok la i have been pretty hardworking for the last two weeks catching up with all my lectures for midterm. but after midterms, i need to be reminded that finals is also coming!!!! wake up carmen -smacks!!-)
Monday, October 12, 2009
of love. and den of frustration fun
For the love part,
I attended my cousin's wedding yesterday. And really it was a nice one. You can clearly tell my cousin was in love with his wife as his wife is to him. Simple wedding but rather touching i would say. And my cousin was grinning practically the whole time :) Happiness in the air is rather contagious and emphasized with spending time with the family. It was really good distraction from the academic 'hell' i had going on in my head due to linear.
For the frustration fun part,
Of course , back to real world the moment i am back in school ( of course i was sneaking looks at my notes during the wedding whenever i can). Deciding that suffering personally was too hard to bear me and roomate decided to crash study with out fellow malayian school mates. And i will tell you that was really one good decision. my confused mind was enlighten numerous times and my darkened scowl was brightened by random laughter of craziness. Thank god for awesome support system or really school WILL be a living hell with spawns of evil like linear algebra ( ok random)and i found out my hair styling skills may just be my mattress if i fall from uni academic level due to math (ok that sentence do not really makes sense)- just trying to be poetic.
Doomsday is in 3 hours. Scared and have a shitty feeling that i may just not score a single mark. But having assured that i can still go into hair styling ( random. thanks model gwo shiou) if i fail, i am gonna continue chiong-ing.
I attended my cousin's wedding yesterday. And really it was a nice one. You can clearly tell my cousin was in love with his wife as his wife is to him. Simple wedding but rather touching i would say. And my cousin was grinning practically the whole time :) Happiness in the air is rather contagious and emphasized with spending time with the family. It was really good distraction from the academic 'hell' i had going on in my head due to linear.
For the frustration fun part,
Of course , back to real world the moment i am back in school ( of course i was sneaking looks at my notes during the wedding whenever i can). Deciding that suffering personally was too hard to bear me and roomate decided to crash study with out fellow malayian school mates. And i will tell you that was really one good decision. my confused mind was enlighten numerous times and my darkened scowl was brightened by random laughter of craziness. Thank god for awesome support system or really school WILL be a living hell with spawns of evil like linear algebra ( ok random)and i found out my hair styling skills may just be my mattress if i fall from uni academic level due to math (ok that sentence do not really makes sense)- just trying to be poetic.
Doomsday is in 3 hours. Scared and have a shitty feeling that i may just not score a single mark. But having assured that i can still go into hair styling ( random. thanks model gwo shiou) if i fail, i am gonna continue chiong-ing.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
singapore again
after an awesome 'less than a week' home i am officially back and ready to kick ass ( positive reinforcement)
Its been AWESOME back.. why?
10 reasons :
1) Homemade MOONCAKES and ping pei ones from marco polo :P
2) New glasses from esprit ( thanks bro and elycia)
3) shopping madness :P
4) I GOT MY PAIR OF GLADIATORS THAT I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR 6 MONTHS!
5) spending time (read shopping) with Kevin ( sorry dearest tower 1, i promise i won't lie the next time we shop.. I'll just stop mentioning that the next shop is the last :P)
6) HUMONGOUS crabs yesterday which i have been craving like mad for family dinner
7) my bed
8) BABY!! omg i am missing baby already :(
9) Malaysian food.
and number 10 though its actually the most important
FAMILY TIME! lepaking with jonny, gossiping with justin, manja-ing with daddy and heart to heart talk with mummy :) I miss my family:) and baby..
This trip has been of oh too short but its been refreshing.. daddy and keong gor coming down next weekend so its more family time :) for ah hoong gor's holy matrimony..
but as for now.. ony one thing on my mind( or at least it should be the only ==> MIDTERMS ( maths summore)) chiong chiong chiong !!
PS : i realise that emailing is fun :)
Its been AWESOME back.. why?
10 reasons :
1) Homemade MOONCAKES and ping pei ones from marco polo :P
2) New glasses from esprit ( thanks bro and elycia)
3) shopping madness :P
4) I GOT MY PAIR OF GLADIATORS THAT I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR 6 MONTHS!
5) spending time (read shopping) with Kevin ( sorry dearest tower 1, i promise i won't lie the next time we shop.. I'll just stop mentioning that the next shop is the last :P)
6) HUMONGOUS crabs yesterday which i have been craving like mad for family dinner
7) my bed
8) BABY!! omg i am missing baby already :(
9) Malaysian food.
and number 10 though its actually the most important
FAMILY TIME! lepaking with jonny, gossiping with justin, manja-ing with daddy and heart to heart talk with mummy :) I miss my family:) and baby..
This trip has been of oh too short but its been refreshing.. daddy and keong gor coming down next weekend so its more family time :) for ah hoong gor's holy matrimony..
but as for now.. ony one thing on my mind( or at least it should be the only ==> MIDTERMS ( maths summore)) chiong chiong chiong !!
PS : i realise that emailing is fun :)
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