OLD-er

On a trip out to JP not so very long ago, my girlfrens and I realised something. Something that hit me by surprise.

Ok background info :

We met a junior who is super energetic, spirited and basically just radiating with the glow of after examness ( though she glows of excitement practically all the time). She was basically jumping up and down ( in an excited way, not literally) telling us something . The conversation lasted like half a minute and she was gone off to continue what she was doing.( imagine talking to a very excited person and woosh she was gone.. very fast paced..) The moment she left, girlfriends said, "omg that reminds me of you.. when you were a freshie." EVERYONE agreed. Then it struck me that I have not felt that way in a long long while.

OMG have i lost all my energy? my enthusiasm? have i become an old sedate person??? it really made me wonder.. it would be nice to say that its because i have matured. (though matured does not necessarily mean dull :s) Where have all my energy gone? Its like the sun sucked it off me or something.
My first year was filled with stuff to do, really crazy, meetings from end to end.. I have no idea how i survived. Year 2 is more relaxed with less stuff to do.. Is it possible that i need to have lots of stuff to do to ensure that i am constantly on the go? to keep the adrenaline rushing and the energy flowing? Hmm something to ponder upon..

But being an economics person, (ok random, just wanna remind everyone i am an economics major .. mengada ) i guess i cannot discount off the fact that exams have been running for a while now.. its probably that its cos of this period that i feel lifeless , mundane and bored..
I am pretty sure NLDS is going to be an energy booster for me.. plus awesome time spent with my frens post exams..

hmm.. maybe there is still hope for me ..

countdown- 4 days

obviously to the end of this torturous affair - that starts with a huge E.. i've had 2 days of blissfully sinful slack-ish days..but the fear is here again. the fear that causes the adrenaline to run and the heart to pump fast.. gah.. its probs and stats ONE.. it should be relatively EASY!! hallo its supposed to built up our confidence for probs and stats TWO. not scare us off and make us feel like hiding under a well :s

on a happier note, after exams plans :
1. lepak with frens
2. shopping
3. watch movie - New moon!!!
4. AIESEC work
5. catching up with frens
6. NLDS!!
7. KL :D

to a certain extent i feel like i don't really care anymore as long as its over. but on the other hand its bloody 4 aus. MENcelakaKAN!!

PS : studying mathematics and economics really has increased the probability that I have multiple personality disorder. I find myself studying econs with maths methods and maths with econs methods.. patutla i kantoi mantoi all the time :s

i got the exams fever i can't be stopped

exams is coming AGAIN.. sien tiao.. have to endure another 6 times including this one. This sem passed by really fast. In a blink of an eye, doomsday is damn near again. GAH.. mug mug mug all the way..

I am looking forward to the end of all this as there is NLDS to anticipate ( which is going to be super awesome) and home to enjoy.. Wanted really bad to travel but with the sky high air tickets, ah tak mampu la saya.. esp when i have not been working for so long and saving up to go to europe ( cross fingers) for my exchange.

Thankfully for this hellish exams period, my support system is everready :) i think i am in love :P in love with my galfrens ..
time to continue mugging.. gonna try to do it in the room this time. lets just hope this thing in front of me will not distract me ( study room no place :s)
study study study ... ish ish ish...