its tat time of the term again

exams is coming ... AGAIN :S don't ppl get tired of exams ever? i do :S
but the good thing about exams is well the after exams ! so i guess we need them to have the awesome after examness.. (rambling randomly)

my after exams is going to a hell of an awesome one! there will be nat plan to look forward too, frankfurt, romania, berlin,prague (hopefully), amsterdam, rotterdam, brussels, antwerp, luxembourg, paris , and then hopefully hyderabad for IC to look forward too!
all these kinda make exams bearable.. yippeee...

ok go study!!

(omg constantly hungry during exams wth!!)

APXLDS an experience of a lifetime

i am back. from apxlds tat is. and omg wat an experience~!

My takebacks :
1) I gained more confidence to take on my role as president of AIESEC in NTU ( a tier one club :D)
2) I made real awesome frens from all around the world for life
3) I had an awesome time with 2 of my EBs ( which is really emotional for me)
4) I had an awesome time with 3 of my future LTs and got to know them better
5) I had my break from the crazy life in Singapore
6) I learned from other countries on how to improve on operations
7) I bonded with my lcp support system mandy and chah chah :)
8) I saw beautiful beautiful parts of Taiwan :)
9) I did random stuff in Taiwan which totally add more stories into my book of life
10) In a way, I see IC in a different light
11) I found out that I am naturally conservative and traditional and I am proud of it

Its been a few days since I am back and the post conference syndrome is still lingering around. However with an awesome night of bonding, heart to heart talk as well as some eye and mind opening conversations with my beloved EB, the syndrome is a little diluted ( though i still check facebook from time to time( ok alot))
PS : I LOVE my EB a lot a lot! really friends that will last a lifetime. Thank you for your support and care :) One of the greatest things i have gained in AIESEC is you!!!
PPS : I miss everyone from APXLDS :D again i wish we could meet again one day .. all of us :)

And so now its the time to fight fight fight! school plus aiesec.. its going to be an uphill journey but romania awaits at the end of the journey :) so hwaiting hwaiting ( korean for jia you :P)

a turn of events for the awesomer

Its 2.47 pm on a friday. YESSS the Friday of project submission. After 5 days of late (or early) nights and minimal amount of sleep i finally got it done at 4 am this morning. Thanks to awesome Chia Li its sign sealed and submitted with a bang! I dun really know whether the work is up to standard neither do i care really. The project has been getting on all our nerves that we just want to get it done with and move on.( Kinda like bad relationships :P)

Anyhooo...The night and mornings were peppered with awesome news to keep the brain juice flowing . Drumroll!!!

I AM MATCHED TO ROMANIA!! :D :D :D and.. another drumroll pls..
MONIC IS MATCHED TO THE SAME LC AS WELL!! whoopie.. traveling europe with another EB!! Hell that is super freaking awesome that it deserves an award for outstanding awesomeness :)

(That will definitely give our worried parents a chance to breathe. I think mine has been hyperventilating ever since I told them I wanted to go for exchange in Europe)

What is left for now is to prepare for TAIWAN and to get the LT a VP BD :)

TAIWAN and APX I AM COMING! :D

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I am supposed to be slogging my ass off for my econometrics project. Of which i will resume doing after ranting here. Gah !

I am so annoyed and irritated! Y?
Cos i have yet to receive confirmation for my DT in Romania. I wanna know fast cos if not i can continue the whole tedious process of matching. ( Maybe i should) GAH! i hate waiting and i am NOT the world's most patient person.
Cos i have to complete this crazily tedious and confusing project in 4 days.Damn babi celaka.
Cos i have yet to have the time to prepare for Taiwan.
Cos I am going to use a lot of money of which i do not have much.
Cos the 'auntie that is supposed to visit me every month' is not here yet. Which means it may just come during my 10 days in Taiwan. Which is very the babi mafan!
I feel so restless sitting here trying to understand what all these tests are telling me.
AND i am super HUNGRY!

GRRRR! ( I guess me being so mang zhang shows that 'auntie' is coming soon. just dunno when. like my reply for DT! ) GAH FASTER COME CAN?? :S

many things to be thankful for

I am grateful really for many many things.

1) Daddy's operation went by smoothly with no complications ( THANK GOODNESS!). I only got to know about this AFTER his operation. OMG i guess if my mum told me before i would be freaking worried. Though she should for then i will go back to KL la to give my daddy moral support. ( looking at doctors poking and probing on your leg while you are awake is NO nice experience ever) I hope they gave him a whole body check up while he was there to ensure as he is fit and healthy..

2) Awesome girlfrens who are supportive all the time. <3 i know that an outing with them will always bring me up to the sunniest of moods. love love love

3) Current EB! This is really probably the best team I have worked with in my life to date (I am anticipating greatness with the LT ) The chemistry and how we complement each other is really an amazing thing ! Always love the HTHT we have..

4) I did not bring mei mei's notes to SMU! ( THANKFUL! )

5) APXLDS that is coming up soon!

Not to be selfish but I really hope for two more things to be grateful for.

1) sun sun lei lei get through midterms and assignments before flying off to taiwan
2) A match with an awesome DT ( romania romania wait for me !!! )

crossing fingers

overwhelmed

CNY is over. Ok so its not the 15th day yet but I am back in Singapore. So my CNY at the very least is over. Humph.. it always puts me in a icky mood whenever i am forced yet again to leave home back to the tiny red dot.

Of course upon arriving its immediately to preparing for the Assessment Centre for the LT hopefuls. That was a crazy rush. And then there was the 18 hours of AC itself. As tiring as it was, it was definitely a great day. Its awesome seeing how our members have grown in their journey in AIESEC and it is apparent during the AC. Another awesome point will definitely be spending 18 hours with the full EB team.Something that is really appreciated on my side. I love EB!
Results are out and its great receiving acceptance emails as it is to me a reconfirmation of their commitment to make AIESEC in NTU awesome for the coming term :D

The harsh realities of school has hit me hard upon arriving to Singapore. Its crazy.. but at the very least i still can convince myself that wat i am learning is of some interest. So its all bout creating the mood for me to indulge in my 'interesting' school work. And thank god for awesome girlfrens that lightens up whatever dreary black cloud school puts above my head.

I can see that my journey as LCP is going to be an uphill task and it definitely can be overwhelming at times. But for the sake of all my member's development as well as mine, I am going to fight to win!!

good week

after a horrible week last week, this week definitely is considerably a million times better. Why?

1. Confusion slowly cleared up
2. Turbulent emotions slowly soothed and calmed
3. AWESOME galfrens time
4. Friday :)
5. Taiwan tickets finally booked
6. CNY coming - nearer and nearer - HOME!
7. good ole shopping
8. Emails that made my days

Lets hope this awesome week goes on until CNY at least. Home is getting nearer as the clock ticks and i cannot wait!