a turn of events for the awesomer

Its 2.47 pm on a friday. YESSS the Friday of project submission. After 5 days of late (or early) nights and minimal amount of sleep i finally got it done at 4 am this morning. Thanks to awesome Chia Li its sign sealed and submitted with a bang! I dun really know whether the work is up to standard neither do i care really. The project has been getting on all our nerves that we just want to get it done with and move on.( Kinda like bad relationships :P)

Anyhooo...The night and mornings were peppered with awesome news to keep the brain juice flowing . Drumroll!!!

I AM MATCHED TO ROMANIA!! :D :D :D and.. another drumroll pls..
MONIC IS MATCHED TO THE SAME LC AS WELL!! whoopie.. traveling europe with another EB!! Hell that is super freaking awesome that it deserves an award for outstanding awesomeness :)

(That will definitely give our worried parents a chance to breathe. I think mine has been hyperventilating ever since I told them I wanted to go for exchange in Europe)

What is left for now is to prepare for TAIWAN and to get the LT a VP BD :)

TAIWAN and APX I AM COMING! :D

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I am supposed to be slogging my ass off for my econometrics project. Of which i will resume doing after ranting here. Gah !

I am so annoyed and irritated! Y?
Cos i have yet to receive confirmation for my DT in Romania. I wanna know fast cos if not i can continue the whole tedious process of matching. ( Maybe i should) GAH! i hate waiting and i am NOT the world's most patient person.
Cos i have to complete this crazily tedious and confusing project in 4 days.Damn babi celaka.
Cos i have yet to have the time to prepare for Taiwan.
Cos I am going to use a lot of money of which i do not have much.
Cos the 'auntie that is supposed to visit me every month' is not here yet. Which means it may just come during my 10 days in Taiwan. Which is very the babi mafan!
I feel so restless sitting here trying to understand what all these tests are telling me.
AND i am super HUNGRY!

GRRRR! ( I guess me being so mang zhang shows that 'auntie' is coming soon. just dunno when. like my reply for DT! ) GAH FASTER COME CAN?? :S

many things to be thankful for

I am grateful really for many many things.

1) Daddy's operation went by smoothly with no complications ( THANK GOODNESS!). I only got to know about this AFTER his operation. OMG i guess if my mum told me before i would be freaking worried. Though she should for then i will go back to KL la to give my daddy moral support. ( looking at doctors poking and probing on your leg while you are awake is NO nice experience ever) I hope they gave him a whole body check up while he was there to ensure as he is fit and healthy..

2) Awesome girlfrens who are supportive all the time. <3 i know that an outing with them will always bring me up to the sunniest of moods. love love love

3) Current EB! This is really probably the best team I have worked with in my life to date (I am anticipating greatness with the LT ) The chemistry and how we complement each other is really an amazing thing ! Always love the HTHT we have..

4) I did not bring mei mei's notes to SMU! ( THANKFUL! )

5) APXLDS that is coming up soon!

Not to be selfish but I really hope for two more things to be grateful for.

1) sun sun lei lei get through midterms and assignments before flying off to taiwan
2) A match with an awesome DT ( romania romania wait for me !!! )

crossing fingers

overwhelmed

CNY is over. Ok so its not the 15th day yet but I am back in Singapore. So my CNY at the very least is over. Humph.. it always puts me in a icky mood whenever i am forced yet again to leave home back to the tiny red dot.

Of course upon arriving its immediately to preparing for the Assessment Centre for the LT hopefuls. That was a crazy rush. And then there was the 18 hours of AC itself. As tiring as it was, it was definitely a great day. Its awesome seeing how our members have grown in their journey in AIESEC and it is apparent during the AC. Another awesome point will definitely be spending 18 hours with the full EB team.Something that is really appreciated on my side. I love EB!
Results are out and its great receiving acceptance emails as it is to me a reconfirmation of their commitment to make AIESEC in NTU awesome for the coming term :D

The harsh realities of school has hit me hard upon arriving to Singapore. Its crazy.. but at the very least i still can convince myself that wat i am learning is of some interest. So its all bout creating the mood for me to indulge in my 'interesting' school work. And thank god for awesome girlfrens that lightens up whatever dreary black cloud school puts above my head.

I can see that my journey as LCP is going to be an uphill task and it definitely can be overwhelming at times. But for the sake of all my member's development as well as mine, I am going to fight to win!!

good week

after a horrible week last week, this week definitely is considerably a million times better. Why?

1. Confusion slowly cleared up
2. Turbulent emotions slowly soothed and calmed
3. AWESOME galfrens time
4. Friday :)
5. Taiwan tickets finally booked
6. CNY coming - nearer and nearer - HOME!
7. good ole shopping
8. Emails that made my days

Lets hope this awesome week goes on until CNY at least. Home is getting nearer as the clock ticks and i cannot wait!

this may sound ungrateful

SAB was named Malaysia's best 20 schools. Tat to me is amazingly funny. I mean really, I made good friends in SAB, had lots of fun, lived through life in a breeze of laughter and craziness, again had lots of FUN and... well that is about it.

I guess we all did well in our studies and totally scored in our public exams. but in a way tuition did contribute a lot to that as well (or self studying)(ok we did have some awesomely good at teaching teachers). Stuff beyond studies like sports and other stuff, we were rather nonexistent. ( Except for kawad of which we ARE AWESOME!!!! hands down the BEST in zone pudu) We had our fair share of good and not so good teachers just like other schools. hmmm and that makes me wonder.. how in the world did we get on TAT list..

I personally wasn't inspired by anything or anyone in SAB. Everything was just so easy and we could basically get away with anything. ( with some ingenious plotting i would say) Life was really a breeze den with very little challenges for people to grow whatsoever. Of course if i did not do my form 6 in MBS i probably wouldn't have realised all this.(but that is another story)

I think there can only be three reasons how SAB got into that list.
First - SAB has really improved a million times compared to during my time of which i personally think would be awesome for the thousands of students who are to be educated there from now onwards. ( i really hope they get good experiences there that will carry them through life)
Second - The ranking system is flawed. And that will not come as a surprise to me.
Third - We have really low standards for our schooling system (of which will not come as a surprise to me either)

My final two points :

1 - I think MBS should be on that list(personal point of view as i really think its a school that inspires and motivates its students to strive in life- largely thanks to the teachers who genuinely cares)

2 - Woo hoo at least VI is not on that list! ( and tat is rather good sense IMHO)

The end

THANK YOU

Thank you AIESEC in NTU for believing in me :) Let us work together to make AIESEC in NTU awesomer than it already it!
Thank you AIESEC Week OC and Comms members for putting in so much effort for AIESEC week! Our time is coming and i am sure we are gonna soar and fly high!!

I swear I LOVE AIESEC! ( hey that is wat our T shirt says :D) and so should you !!