OLD-er

On a trip out to JP not so very long ago, my girlfrens and I realised something. Something that hit me by surprise.

Ok background info :

We met a junior who is super energetic, spirited and basically just radiating with the glow of after examness ( though she glows of excitement practically all the time). She was basically jumping up and down ( in an excited way, not literally) telling us something . The conversation lasted like half a minute and she was gone off to continue what she was doing.( imagine talking to a very excited person and woosh she was gone.. very fast paced..) The moment she left, girlfriends said, "omg that reminds me of you.. when you were a freshie." EVERYONE agreed. Then it struck me that I have not felt that way in a long long while.

OMG have i lost all my energy? my enthusiasm? have i become an old sedate person??? it really made me wonder.. it would be nice to say that its because i have matured. (though matured does not necessarily mean dull :s) Where have all my energy gone? Its like the sun sucked it off me or something.
My first year was filled with stuff to do, really crazy, meetings from end to end.. I have no idea how i survived. Year 2 is more relaxed with less stuff to do.. Is it possible that i need to have lots of stuff to do to ensure that i am constantly on the go? to keep the adrenaline rushing and the energy flowing? Hmm something to ponder upon..

But being an economics person, (ok random, just wanna remind everyone i am an economics major .. mengada ) i guess i cannot discount off the fact that exams have been running for a while now.. its probably that its cos of this period that i feel lifeless , mundane and bored..
I am pretty sure NLDS is going to be an energy booster for me.. plus awesome time spent with my frens post exams..

hmm.. maybe there is still hope for me ..