Saturday, January 9, 2010

as lucas calls it - emo dumping ground. though this post is not emo!

Many things have happened in this few weeks. Its been AIESEC-ing , NLDS , home , results, back to singapore, school starting soon

Its been a pretty emotional (both ups and downs) for me this few weeks. I made a decision that will impact me deeply and also enrich my aiesec experience.( I am running for LCP). There has been some pretty dramatic and rather silly events happening at home. I met up with frens in KL of which i do miss a lot. I felt the desperate urge to leave singapore immediately to go back to KL. I felt reluctant to leave home but at the same time eager to come back to Singapore to continue AIESEC-ing. I don't want school to start. I realise the deep urge within me to go for exchange. I had to learn to literally forget about stuff and get on with life. I learned how to accept my results (aahha ok this is not really emotional. more like no feeling whatsoever)I met and said goodbye to ppl at nlds. I went through a rather kan jeong lcp application.

I am now back in singapore to fight again:) its going to be an interesting sem with Taiwan to look forward to in March (crossing my fingers!!) and January to survive(with pride).

PS : Thank you Kevin Tan Teck Meng for the awesome design :) (I know you have read this :P)

4 comments:

Kevin Tan said...

sudah baca. sama sama cik presiden.

Charlene C. said...

Hey gal! Just stumbled your post in Google Alerts. Nice to meet you. I am from LC UKM, Malaysia. Perhaps we can share more Aiesec stories? Ah yes, all the best for LCP post. Ganbatte~

carmen said...

Kev : belum lagi.. saya sangat kan cheong la :P

charlene : hey there :) Thanks so much! ( its awesome how aiesec connects ppl heh :p)

Manisha JM said...

aaaahhh LCP!! go go go woman!!! you can do it! fuyoh bangga siut!